Be careful what you wish for

I threw out one of my biggest secrets

“Your attraction may become your source of pain with time”

Heavily paraphrased from the source.

God bless maturity to handle

And the beautiful and soft cushion

Did I just crash and not feel it?

Difficult to swallow the lump in my throat

I have to dismantle all the imaginations I built

But then, everything happens for a reason

And it’s all love regardless

I have to be brave, but this new shell will be my home for a long time

I need a shredder to destroy this library of dreams.